The Lord will provide, and He loves to provide for His people.
We see how God provides throughout the entire Bible, from Sarah and Abraham when God provides a child/heir at her old age to Jesus Christ, who was provided as a way for us to have communion with God.
God continues to be Jehovah-Jireh today, “The Lord Will Provide”. God shows His amazing provision to us even if we aren’t paying attention to it.
Recently money has been really tight in our family. We had a new baby in August and my wife took a new job, doing what she loves but it pays a bit less than what she had been doing. I also work from home (as a worship leader) so I can be a stay-at-home daddy with my little girl.
I bring all of this up because it has been a cause of much stress in our lives, as well as the focus of much prayer. And while we have never been out of money, there have been months where we have as little as $200 to our name. This is tough to make a mortgage with since the banks don’t accept music as a form of payment (really? why not?).
Recently God has provided many more opportunities for me to lead worship or play at churches in the past month or two, and it has really opened up my eyes to a couple things.
1. God doesn’t forget about me, and he hears our cries.
– He loves to provide for us, and He loves it when we pay attention to when He does (I am often guilty of not paying attention, ask my wife)
2. God is solidifying my “call” as a worship leader.
– I am a human being and I have my doubts. I often doubt if I am doing this because I just want to or because I feel that God has “called” me to do this. And being the human that I am, I often lose that battle of doubts. These are the times when God erases my doubts and holds me close and shows that he loves me and is my provider
3. God is in control
– This is the biggest on for me to concede. I am a very individualistic person and don’t like help. I like to be able to do things on my own, and it is this struggle with pride that I continually battle with. What boggles my mind is that I am not weaker for depending on God, but quite the opposite. It is in the times that I am fully dependent on God that I am strong, that “I can do all things through He who gives me strength” Philippians 4:13
All of this rambling is me saying that God is good and He loves you (and me too) and He desires to provide for you, whatever that may be.
Ryan McLuen